day by day, u become harder to understand..
is it me or you who becomes so complicated?


u know exactly what I like and what I hate..
u understand deeply what I want and what I don't..
u know it all, but why do you keep disappointing me by doing all the things I hate?


must I declare that I need you to listen to me before you decide or even refuse what I'm trying to say?
must I speak it thousand times just to make it really clear?


must I say it with tears falling upon my cheeks just to make you understand that you can't just ignore me this way?
must I whisper it million times until you get sick of my words?




I've been trying to always listen to every single words you say,
to be everything you need,
to fulfill your everywish as hard as I can be...




Could I go anywhere for you, I would.. and you know it exactly..


but you close your eyes as if you couldn't see it, as if you couldn't feel it..
seems like you never see me..




somehow I am already weary to define where the line between what is real and what is not..
tell me please.. what is real from you and what is not.. is this real??