just some craps for today..


about how I am feeling recently..


~ feel so scared ~
Hearing the news about the earthquake prediction in Lampung, my beloved hometown in which my beloved ones live, I can't even sleep tight worrying how if it really is going to happen.. I can't even imagine it.. there's nothing I can do but surrendering it to the hand of JC and praying that He will always protect all of us in His arms..


~ feel so worried ~
about my thesis, it seems like I get another obstacle. why is it so hard for my team to get data needed for our thesis? there are still a lot of things that we have to do for our thesis.. =,= I still wonder the ways to keep me calm about this thesis thing.. I don't want to disappoint my parents, I really don't.. T_T


~ feel so sad ~
sometimes goodbye, though it hurts your heart, it's the only way for this to be.. yeph! it hurts.. but I do think we've taken the right decision.. I want him to be happy, and if living without me can make him happy, I am sure to do it.. I'm sorry I can't be what you want.. seems like I make you upset thousand times.. wish u a lifetime of happiness..


~ longing for you ~
for someone, i have all this longing in my heart for you.. but I can't even touch you.. do you feel the same? Everything you are makes me miss you more and more and more..




yeah.. this post is really just a crap..! =,= sorry I'm not in the mood to write something good.. this is just how I'm feeling at the moment..